Early morning this day, just before i start eating, i realized that my belly's a bit bigger than i last saw it. Ooh.. probably because of melancholy---I'm suffering from it this past few weeks. Guess, i need to start checking out my meal plans ang start running away with sneakers on at my favorite exercise hideaway.
I hate mentioning the "number" of pounds that i gained, anyway, it wasn't that a huge amount.---I'm just hysterically overreacting! *laughs*
After a big loss of "KILOS"(with strong big caps on), i became a diet conscious person of which has never been my attitude before. Eating is a lot better than anything else, and it's so hard for me to eat not the whole but the half portion of the meal given to me. I just don't wanna reach obesity stage again.
It's much fun being in a normal weight. I could wear the stuffs that girls of my same age wear like: skinny jeans and blouses with a curved waist.---Oooh! that's smokin' hot! haha!
I reached the size of 34 inches in the waist---I only check my waistline and NOT the butt size(it's big talaga like a PATO! haha! *kiddin'*, just exaggerating the thought)
But, indeed, my waistline before was 34 inches, you know, everytime we go out, i always struggle in searching for what shirt and pants to wear.
And then, at the end.. i always end up being a fashion outcast and mistaken as a boy.
It's fun to reminisce all of those yet, soo sad that i don't wanna be like that anymore. If only people did love me the way i was before, i guess, there's no need for me to change myself physically. The way that others treated me before... ARGH! God knows how many times I've wept because of the jokes that was quite too personal and sometimes, humiliating. Even some of my relatives had thrown me jokes that's for them are funny but to me.. injuring.
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