Why do others can't understand how i feel?. I thought it's natural and normal
to fall so deeply.---you know what i mean.
I'm too emotional this day and really really can't push what i feel down.
Be pity of me. It isn't that easy to just stop and move over. Barely, i'm aware that this ain't work.
TOPIC TOO OBSCURING??--yea, i know. You guys maybe have no idea what this post mean.
argh! seems like i'm gonna explode if i won't let this out.
--if he hates me. then, fine. I cannot do anything with that.
--i never told him to feel the same way, though, i WISHED he would.
--sick of me?? i'm sorry. can't make myself vanish.
--i'm really exhausted know that? the problem is i'm absurd. don't know how to stop.
**please just understand me**