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<center>happy bein' single! *haha*</center> <center></center>  <center></center> http://melomaniac.multiply.com/ <CENTER> When dreams won't fit my eyes, they fall and become TEARS    </CENTER>  <CENTER>:::photos are for contacts only::: <CENTER> <A href="http://imageshack.us/"><IMG alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us'/" src="http://img175.imageshack.us/img175/3491/120590554626099xb2.gif" border=0></A>   <CENTER>IITRUE.LOVE.IS.WHAT.I.SEARCH.FORII <CENTER>She's a girl full of dreams and hopes. Simply brings out the best in life. Not the one to mess with. Improves herself on things she's not good at. Spill her own secrets to people whom she thinks are trustworthy. <CENTER>I have no room for craps, posers and deceivers. Those who aren't yet in my list of contacts.. just add me ok?  <CENTER>---hit comments if you're so kind :)-- </CENTER></CENTER></CENTER></CENTER></CENTER></CENTER> Mon, 12 May 2008 04:58:18 -0000 Mon, 7 Apr 2008 02:34:50 -0000 <center>happy bein' single! *haha*</center> <center></center>  <center></center> http://images.melomaniac.multiply.com/logo http://melomaniac.multiply.com 100 100 Would you rather choose a fast-forward button or an instant-replay button for your life? I'd prefer to have a fast-forward button. Why? of course when i choose the replay button, together with the happy moments, there goes the sad moments that i would never want to experience again. I'm always excited to see who's the "guy" out there for me. Uh.. whatelse? i also think of what future will God give my family. How bout you guys?? http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/22/Would_you_rather_choose_a_fast-forward_button_or_an_instant-replay_button_for_your_life Mon, 7 Apr 2008 02:34:50 -0000 Every Filipina Teen's Best-est Friend Online | Candymag.com http://melomaniac.multiply.com/links/item/4/Every_Filipina_Teens_Best-est_Friend_Online_Candymag.com Sun, 6 Apr 2008 13:21:28 -0000 I love my Dad   " Ang gusto ko lang naman mabuhay ng marangal, hindi ko naman ginusto na mangyari itong hindi magagandang bagay sa buhay natin."--Dad   If there's something that isn't a material thing to wish for... "I WISH  I WAS A BETTER DAUGHTER" Hearing my Dad say those words crushed my conscience. To be blessed with a Dad like him was the best gift God had ever  given to me. My father's sufferings for me in the past 16 years of living and even up to now cannot be measured. He just can't notice how i care for him and Mama. If only i could help them get through out of the hardships, i will. *sighs*. Many questions are racing in my noggins.. like, When will our li'l suffering be fruitful? Until when will i gonna be like this? Hope, one day, one answer will came across.   **** http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/21/I_love_my_Dad Sun, 6 Apr 2008 12:52:04 -0000 Oh my gosh! I gained * pounds! Early morning this day, just before i start eating, i realized that my belly's a bit bigger than i last saw it. Ooh.. probably because of melancholy---I'm suffering from it this past few weeks. Guess, i need to start checking out my meal plans ang start running away with sneakers on at my favorite exercise hideaway. I hate mentioning the "number" of pounds that i gained, anyway, it wasn't that a huge amount.---I'm just hysterically overreacting! *laughs* After a big loss of "KILOS"(with strong big caps on), i became a diet conscious person of which has never been my attitude before. Eating is a lot better than anything else, and it's so hard for me to eat not the whole but the half portion of the meal given to me. I just don't wanna reach obesity stage again. It's much fun being in a normal weight. I could wear the stuffs that girls of my same age wear like: skinny jeans and blouses with a curved waist.---Oooh! that's smokin' hot! haha! I reached the size of 34 inch... http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/20/Oh_my_gosh_I_gained_pounds_ Sun, 6 Apr 2008 12:40:40 -0000 lurrrve's friendster layouts. http://melomaniac.multiply.com/links/item/3/lurrrves_friendster_layouts. Sat, 5 Apr 2008 05:52:30 -0000 the 5th time of not viewing any of his active site yehey! pang-fifth na ngayon. Sana makaya ko na paabutin hanggang 10. I have steps na, para makalimutan ko na talaga siya & it goes like this: FIRST= stop viewing any of his active site. SECOND= Attend any mass at any church except at churches where he is consistently there. THIRD= avoid any topic that has to do with him. FOURTH= deadma lang sa kaniya. FIFTH= just push myself that "I CAN DO THE FIRST UP TO THE LAST STEP". see?? i passed the first.. and now i'm moving on to the second. This seemed very very easy to anyone. Right? well, that's only what everybody thought. I had a hard time planning for only 5 steps. Hope i could get this thing done and hope i won't mess things up. http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/19/the_5th_time_of_not_viewing_any_of_his_active_site Sat, 5 Apr 2008 05:39:38 -0000 text pal   My cellphone's beeping sound woke me up one night. Used to receiving important messages only, I grabbed my cell and sleepily pushed the keys and read the message. "Hi there! Care 2 b my txtmate?" Not knowing who the sender was, I deleted the message right away and placed the phone on my bedside table, I tried to go back to sleep. I had just closed my eyes when I heard the message tone again. "Hi there, again! Care 2 b my txtmate?" again, the message said. "Who the hell could this be asking for txtmate at the wee hours of the night?" I asked myself. Again, without bothering to reply I deleted the message. I was never a 'textmaniac' - someone who enjoys texting anyone and everyone even at the wee hours of night, not to mention during the day. My parents, who were always out of the country forced me to own a cellphone. They told me that having one was more convenient - they could monitor me even if they're miles away. I wanted to turn the unit off, but since my mother was fond of c... http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/18/text_pal Sat, 5 Apr 2008 05:12:28 -0000 100 days game love story Message: Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all their friends are having fun with their beloved half. Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now to spend time with. Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're the only person who isn't with a date now. (both sigh n silence for a while) Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a game Peter: Eh? What game? Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think? Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for the next few months. Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first day and our first date. Where should we go? Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is a really great movie in theater now. Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea than this. Lets move. (went to watch their movies and sent each other home) Day 2: Peter and Tina went to a concert to... http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/17/100_days_game_love_story Sat, 5 Apr 2008 05:08:41 -0000 English, Tagalog or a Tag-Lish blog entry? Ano ba mas gusto niyo?. To me, it's better to make an english blog entry rather than those of tagalog or tag-lishes. Askin' why?--obviously, it's one of the bloggers rule(to write things with formality). Wala namang problema sa pag-popost ng super tagalog na blog, just don't make it a text-style one cause it's really annoying and not that understandable to read. As you can all see, halos lahat ng entries ko, tag-lish and yung iba tagalog na talaga.(siyempre pilipino ko haha!). Minsan, nonsensical na yung mga post ko and parang hindi na blog kung ituturing kasi just to let everyone know what was happening to me.. i simply drop some short lines like my entry: *sad* ayaw ma-detect nung USB ko etc...---haha! So, ayun.. all i can say is.. just blog and blog.. sure blogging isn't an english class and eventhough we're all free to blog.. let's sometimes follow some rules,so that, many people will find your site interesting to read. Right?   *****end***** http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/16/English_Tagalog_or_a_Tag-Lish_blog_entry Fri, 4 Apr 2008 12:39:50 -0000 langoy lang sige! :) Sobrang saya yesterday,though, nangitim ako..--di naman masyado. 32 kami lahat and sa di inaasahang pagkakataon kasama namin yung kinakapatid ko. Matagal ko na din siyang di nakikita. Barkada din pala niya si Butch(the birthday boy).  Mapua na siya nag-aaral taking up Engineering. Hay, siyempre.. kasama sa birthday ay ang inuman.--nahirapan akong iwasan dahil na din problemado ako.*sighs* Ka-join ko si Leticia na pinaka unang nalasing.--gawin pa naman tubig ang matador at gsm blue. Can't believe na mapapasobra ko ng inom, kahit ayaw ko, sinunod-sunod ko talaga siya. Pero ang nakakagulat, nai-handle ko naman ng maayos yung sarili ko, super dizzy lang ako. Pinaka masarap na part ay yung LETCHON.--hahaha! papahuli ba ako dun?? ayun lang muna.. soo tired today. sakit katawan ko. bye-bye! :))   http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/15/langoy_lang_sige_ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 10:03:27 -0000 Missing the play soo much :)) I really missed 1BA02! aww.. eating with them, talking with them, laughing with them!--haha hope to have a role play with them again. Sobrang enjoy sila kasama. Sayang nga lang di kami nakasama sa swimming nila kahit invited naman kami, mas lalo ko siguro silang hindi makakalimutan. I'm just really pissed with **!(not the gay one). Sa sobrang pagka-miss ko sa play na ginawa namin pati yung song na sinayaw namin which is "we're all in this together" lagi ko na pinapakinggan. Minsan, pati yung "Start of Something New" na rin kasi sobrang kaaliw yung mga characters na nag-portray nung role. Sila Dom and Anna yun.--may chemistry nga sila eh haha! hay, namiss ko din yung role ko, haha! kahit ba Nanay ako dun. haha! http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/14/Missing_the_play_soo_much_ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 11:13:05 -0000 Swimming namin ng kooltoh! haha! excited na ako. http://melomaniac.multiply.com/calendar/item/10011/Swimming_namin_ng_kooltoh_ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 10:02:50 -0000 Easter Sunday :)) Nag-enjoy naman ako sa pag-visit namin sa Antipolo church ngayon kahit na sobrang init and sobrang sikip sa jeep. Feeling ko nga may sunburn na ako!--haha! Pagdating namin dun.. nag-pray kami right away,nag-tirik kami ng candles and then we ate.--haha siyempre yun yung pinaka enjoying na part.. yung pagkain. :D Umuwi na kami agad, pero on our way home.. while we were on the jeepney, i saw this two kids sharing foods with each other.--they were sisters. Yung eldest kumakain ng Kirei na junk food. Nakakatawa kasi habang umaandar yung jeep, kahit sobrang nakapikit na siya.. she still continue to put a lot of food in her mouth na parang akala mo mauubusan siya.--haha. Pinipilit niya pang dumilat kahit antok na antok na siya. Yung younger sister niya nga tulog na nakanganga pa sa tabi ko. Natawa ko lalo kasi yung pag-carry sa kaniya nung Mom niya parang nakasabit yung neck niya sa arms, kakatakot kasi parang feeling ko di na nakakahinga yung bata. haha. Yung Mom naman, parang wala lang sa kaniya... http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/13/Easter_Sunday_ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 10:00:26 -0000 don't worry. soon. very very soon. i'll cease. Why do others can't understand how i feel?. I thought it's natural and normal  to fall so deeply.---you know what i mean. I'm too emotional this day and really really can't push what i feel down.  Be pity of me. It isn't that easy to just stop and move over. Barely, i'm aware that this ain't work. TOPIC TOO OBSCURING??--yea, i know. You guys maybe have no idea what this post mean. argh! seems like i'm gonna explode if i won't let this out. --if he hates me. then, fine. I cannot do anything with that. --i never told him to feel the same way, though, i WISHED he would. --sick of me?? i'm sorry. can't make myself vanish. --i'm really exhausted know that? the problem is i'm absurd. don't know how to stop. **please just understand me**   http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/12/dont_worry._soon._very_very_soon._ill_cease. Sat, 22 Mar 2008 10:34:22 -0000 teasers!     Gosh! para akong nasa hot seat ngayong holy week. Grabe kasi sila mama and daddy makapang-asar, akala mo ka-age ko lang. Yesterday, when i went home.. sermon agad sila but, it was said in a joking manner. Tawa nga ako ng tawa kahapon. Dad said:                            "para ka namang artista, di kami maka-singit sa oras mo! everytime na uutusan ka, palagi kang may pupuntahan.Dapat tinutulungan mo kami dito sa bahay o kahit sa tindahan. Dapat inaalagaan mo kami kasi tumatanda na kami, kaso, iba yata inaalagaan mo. --haha! duh! sino naman aalagaan ko. haha! akala kasi ng parents ko may boyfriend na ako. Akala lang nila yun. Puro crushes ko lang yung minsang binabanggit ko sa kanila, ay minsan ko naring na-banggit sa panaginip. Mom added:               "pag sa text o t.v. wala kang sawa... http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/11/teasers_ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 04:21:38 -0000 *sad* ayaw ma-detect yung USB ko. huhu! (paano na pictures ko?) huhuhu! kahapon lang ang ayos ayos.. nakapag-lagay pa ako ng pictures yesterday.. ngayon di ko na magamit. huhu! http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/10/sad_ayaw_ma-detect_yung_USB_ko._huhu_paano_na_pictures_ko Wed, 19 Mar 2008 05:43:48 -0000 a hot afternoon with Lola :) Enjoy ang day na to.. nag-bonding kasi kami ni lola! hehe! she shared me lots of stories about my cousins, at siyempre stories tungkol sa akin. :) Sabi ni Lola, sobrang likot ko daw nung bata ako, samantalang yung pinsan ko(Kyra),sobrang tahimik lang daw, mabait daw. haha! anong magagawa ko? eh sa malikot talaga ko. Sabi pa niya.. tatakbo pa daw ako ng comfort room dala dala ko yung pale dipper(tabo) tapos maglalaro daw ako ng tubig. ang dami kiyang kinuwentong kakulitan ko nung bata pa ako. Lagi ko daw pinapaiyak si Kyra,--haha! Tapos, ungal daw ako ng ungal kapag aalis si lolo. Mas malapit daw ako kay Lolo kaysa sa kanya. Tulog na nga daw ako sa tabi niya, tatayo pa daw ako para lumipat sa tabi ni Lolo. hmm.. ang nakakatuwa naman dun, sa lahat daw ng apo niya, ako daw pinaka-maaga magising! haha! early bird pa ako sa lagay na to!. Sa mag-pipinsan daw, ang pinaka-late tumayo sa higaan ay si Ate Bodie(Mary Celine--real name ni ate Bodie).Si kuya Chase(Paolo Antonio--real name... http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/9/a_hot_afternoon_with_Lola_ Tue, 18 Mar 2008 09:48:27 -0000 friendster- - -cristela(dos) http://melomaniac.multiply.com/links/item/2/friendster-_-_-cristelados Mon, 17 Mar 2008 12:03:56 -0000 friendster- - -cristela(uno) http://melomaniac.multiply.com/links/item/1/friendster-_-_-cristelauno Mon, 17 Mar 2008 12:02:36 -0000 Local songs http://melomaniac.multiply.com/music/item/13/Local_songs Mon, 17 Mar 2008 04:51:26 -0000 *errr* the tension at LRT station While i was waiting for the train.. i saw this very familiar guy wearing a stripe shirt. When he face on my direction, i suddenly felt the tension and how the butterflies in my stomach move. Oh my gravy! it's him!--my super-duper crush since elementary.(love na nga nafi-feel ko) After i saw him, hurriedly, i went to another place that's a li'l bit far from his place. When the train arrived, i walked in.. and then.. argh! nagulat na lang ako when i saw him at my back. huhu! na-tetense ako kanina--nakakahiya! Sobrang shaky ko. I can't move. From Katipunan station.. pagdating sa Anonas, gusto ko na bumaba! talagang di ko na makaya yung kaba ko! Lalo pa akong na-tense nung nagsalita siya. Nasabi ko na lang sa sarili ko--"My God! ganito ba talaga epekto niya sa akin??". Ang lamig sa LRT pero naiinitan ako,ako lang yata naiinitan dun. Di ako mapakali, minsan parang ang OA na nung feeling pero i just can't do anything to make this feeling cease! helpless ako. Gosh! paranoid na ako.. may kasam... http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/8/errr_the_tension_at_LRT_station Mon, 17 Mar 2008 03:59:44 -0000 sad thoughts At last! nakaraos din sa test sa CS101! nabawasan mga iniintindi ko. hay. Yesterday, was the saddest day ever. Why?? --A friend frankly told me that i really can't have the guy i adore cause' i simply don't have any chance to get him. yea, it hurts. soo much. Not angry with what she said.. its just that, the words are really hard to swallow and admit it to myself. After what happened.. I'm still hoping that, the stuffs she told me are only just the contrary so that..i'd feel much better and not BITTER. "There are times that, i wanted to go back to where it all begun. [elementary days], kasi mas masaya, nakakasama ko siya. i get the chance to talk to him without worrying anything." http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/7/sad_thoughts Sat, 15 Mar 2008 05:21:36 -0000 final exam sa philosophy. nakaka-stress yung exam na ginawa ni Sir Joem. Hooh! feeling ko zero na naman ako sa exam nun. Hirap talaga ng symbollic logic. Same as syllogism,i really can't understand it. Nagtawanan na nga lang kami ni sister Cony paglabas namin ng Barsam Hall. --haha!. Malamang daw sa zero na naman kami kasi hirap nung truth values chuva-chuva :) (kitams di ko alam tawag!--haha!). Nung una, nadalian ako, pero nung nagbigay na ng sample si Sir na pa paragraph type.. sumakit ulo ko! haha! kaya eto, sa final exam.. nangangamote. Honestly, puro guess lang ginawa ko. Medyo worried na nga ako sa magiging result ng grade ko sa Philosophy.--goodluck sa akin! aja! http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/6/final_exam_sa_philosophy. Wed, 12 Mar 2008 01:08:33 -0000 intramuros! It's a very onerous day yesterday! hooh! i went home at i guess, 11:00 p.m. It's so fun taking pictures with ate Mabelle and his gay friend, Janine and her boyfriend, & lastly.. Joyd. I really had fun. Although, it was tiring.. but, sharing smiles and laughs with them took away the stress in me. What i really enjoyed there was when we took a picture with a painter. Saw his artworks really really good!--so professional! And then, we went to Fort Santiago, inside it.. there has its own chapel, i prayed there. I wrote my wishes in a lengthwise sheet of paper and i left it in the altar. while swiftly walking in the aisle, the wind gently passed over my face..--i felt that the chapel was miraculous. After Intramuros, I went at leslie's house to attend our general practice.--pagod na ako. We painted banners.. etc. What really made my stress to come out more is the guy who's part of our play. On the first meeting, he touched my left-side waist and on the second, he held both side..... http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/5/intramuros Thu, 6 Mar 2008 03:28:59 -0000 trip to intramuros with rizal classmates! http://melomaniac.multiply.com/calendar/item/10010/trip_to_intramuros_with_rizal_classmates_ Thu, 6 Mar 2008 03:06:20 -0000 circle practice! hooh! masaya naman kahit papaano.. yun nga lang may mga "PASAWAY" na hindi um-attend!. Kung sino pa yung Director and yung mga may lead role yun pa yung wala ano b yan. 9:00 am ako dumating yung iba nga mas maaga pa pagkatapos, naghintay pa kami ng 2 hours! grabe tlaga!. Nkakaasar. Kung alam lang namin na wala kaming masisimulan kanina eh di sana di na kami pumunta.. medyo nawalan ako ng gana. http://melomaniac.multiply.com/journal/item/4/circle_practice_ Sun, 2 Mar 2008 08:51:17 -0000